Sleepless night.....

Its 3 in the morning... and i still can't go to sleep yet... just finished talking with my good old frd Ingyin from gtalk.... it was great to talk with her......Well...........My eyes r like realli tired rite now..and so is my mind..... but i duno why my heart is still restless .. i cant fall asleep you know..... May be its cos 'he' keeps disturbing me whenever i close my eyes and try to sleep............. that sucks...Actually, i know i am not supposed to mizz him...,. not supposed to wait for his call nor sms.... n not supposed to wait him online....... because... i know from deep within my heart that... i dun EXIST in his world........ & all the words he says r just 'bluff'... however... sigh....... :( if u cud hear me.........Hear me say...' i mizz you alot' although i know its time for me to let you go.......................